For the past days, I’ve been thinking of how much I need to get hired as soon as possible. Well, August is kind of the month. Of course if I get hired, and pay is the last week.. then I can get to treat my family on my first pay. It is Mama’s birthday on the 29th and of course, if ever I do get the pay, her birthday dinner will be my treat (since I originally plan on treating my family on a fine dining on my first pay). 2nd would be that Josel is also coming by the end of the month, and maybe I can spoil her on the first pay with a little shopping of course. And now that we are on the 2nd week of the month, it lessens my hope of getting hired and doing everything I planned, plus.. It’s Ramadan, meaning lesser rates of hiring because of less working hours and everyone is kind of resting during this Holy Month of Ramadan. And I’ve been also thinking that what if I just go back to studying.. take up my 2nd course which will be Fashion Design and Marketing. But then again, it’s just not the right time yet.
So before I get really emotional.. I believe that God has everything planned out in my life.. especially in my career. Although I loose hope as days pass by, I will never stop praying to him.. and I do feel that my job is just around the corner. Besides, good things comes to those who waits. I’ll never know, I’ll be working for one of the largest and well-known firms here in Dubai. Well, I just also tell myself that I have to be positive. And like I said, I believe in the saying..